✦ cryovishap

here you can praise the light, having so little of it

about

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vee (she/her + they/them OK)
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i write fics!
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✦ ship list  
diluc/kaeyathoma/ayatochilde/zhongli
ei/mikobeidou/ningguangeula/amber
dottore/pantalonekaveh/haitham 

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FICS

promo tweets & fic masterlist available on twitter moment and this thread
fics posted on ao3 are also searchable directly on the siteplease heed tags and warnings!

...series ✦ everlasting sorrows and open seams, but also you
everlasting sorrows and open seams, but also youluckae[M] (tw: implied dubcon) | angst + hurt/comfort⟡ "Stop it," Diluc says, begs, his voice wretched. "Kaeya—you are the one who's not okay."
to vividly color even my closed eyelids—luckae[T] | fluff + reconciliation⟡ "I'm glad," Kaeya continues, "that you didn't throw it out along with the trash."
...series ✦ hollow
hollowmobkae + implied luckae[E] (tw: dubcon) | angst + whump⟡ "Slut," the man growled into his mouth. Kaeya swallowed it with a moan that almost sounded like a sob, because a slut is better than a liar and a traitor, and he wanted to believe if only for a moment that he could be anything but the latter.
harrowingmobkae + implied luckae[E] (tw: dubcon) | angst + whump⟡ He couldn't hand Diluc his life, so he handed his body to these faceless, nameless strangers instead, night after night—let them do what they wanted with him in a cowardly act of penitence, every single bruise they left on his body the price he had to pay for his sins.
[coming soon]   
...series ✦ the prayer of going nowhere
the prayer of going nowhereluckae + mobkae[E] (TW: underage + sexual coercion) | angst + whump⟡ He is, after all, the shadow to Diluc's blinding light—this pain he can swallow whole; this darkness he can carry in his heart, as blackened as it is already.
without having to confessluckae + implied mobkae[E] (TW: implied sexual coercion) | angst + whump⟡ But Diluc is not here. In the absence of light, the darkness within the Knights swallows itself.
and words, little wordsluckae + implied mobkae[E] (TW: implied sexual coercion) | angst w/ happy ending⟡ Diluc has always been the romantic one, between the two of them. Being in love suits him well, as if he is made for it—to love and be loved in return, to live a life full of it. And Kaeya has loved him, too, fully, fiercely—enough to sink to his knees and bear the pain inflicted on him by cruel strangers if it means keeping Diluc safely away from that darkness, enough to tell him all of his truths and pay its price. Enough to let him go, at last.
,..standalone fics ✦
mortise & tenonkavetham[E] | PWP/smut⟡ Maybe he should have kissed Alhaitham ages ago.
like the water grasses—this love of mine driftsthomato[M] | angst⟡ He bared his teeth. Bit down, hard—too hard, although he did not know it then, and has regretted it ever since. The blood in his mouth tasted of spring.
flosluckae[G] | angst⟡ Dear Diluc,
a grieved shadow hunts my body's warmthluckae[E] | whump + angst⟡ “Diluc,” Kaeya says suddenly. “I don’t blame you.”
all things made and unmadeluckae[G] | hurt/comfort + time travel fix-it⟡ The room he wakes up in is not his own.
and without feet i can make my way to youluckae[E] | hurt/comfort + romance⟡ "I thought—'' he pauses, shuddering. "I thought I'm going to lose you."
pas de deuxluckae[M] (TW: violence) | romance + vigilante AU⟡ "You—" he manages to gasp out before his knees buckle under him. The world blackens on the edge of his vision, and then all at once.
no sign of landluckae[E] (CW: hatesex, unhealthy relationship) | angst⟡ No, this isn't hell at all—which is worse.
in my arms till break of dayluckae[G] | fluff⟡ "Is that why you're here? Is the illustrious Darknight Hero going to drag me, kicking and screaming, into bed?"
to open again in the cold lightluckae[G] | hurt/comfort + romance⟡ Dragonspine is how children of Mondstadt first learn about fear.
meowmeow cinematic universeluckae[T] | fluff + slice of life⟡ Bite-sized snippets of the life of Diluc Ragnvindr, proud parent of Frostgnyaw, and the trials and tribulations he faces in his budding relationship with Kaeya Alberich, parent of demon cat incarnate Noctua.
...threadfics ✦
that summer insects should thus immolate themselves (on AO3)thomato[E] | angst + hurt/comfort⟡ Thoma is too gentle. And Ayato, much weaker than he pretends to be, clings to him more than he ever should.
so long, long the night's sorrow (on AO3)mobayato + thomato[E] | angst + whump⟡ “Or—” his husband’s voice drops half an octave, his gaze darkening. “—I could have you for dinner.”
parted waters (on AO3)thomato[G] | fluff⟡ "I'm cutting my hair," Ayato says, as if that explains anything. "I don't think I'm doing a good job at it."
halcyon (on AO3)thomato[G] | fluff + hurt/comfort⟡ "Let's go home, Thoma," Ayaka says.
pale blue (on AO3)luckae[E] | PWP⟡ "And why—" Diluc has taken to gripping the edge of the bar counter, as if to steady himself. "—are you wearing Captain Eula's uniform?"
untitled#1, untitled#2luckae[M] | fluff + catowners AU⟡ diluc ragnvindr vill-nya-in origin story. please check out sol's amazing art of the meowmeows too!
cold night/warm hands (on AO3)mobkae + luckae[E] (TW: noncon) | angst + whump⟡ Nobody hears him, of course. Nobody ever heeds the pleas of a godless sinner.
to go back to where the sky was inside us (on AO3)luckae[T] | pre-slash + alt. reality⟡ An alternate reality where Kaeya's Vision doesn't manifest on the fateful night where his path and Diluc's are supposed to diverge.
untitled (on-hold)kaeya-centric[T] | character study⟡ An exploration of Kaeya's backstory and his time in the Ragnvindr household

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Commission

(commission details also on twitter)

✦ terms & conditions
oneshot only (negotiable)
genshin impact only (luckae/thomato preferable)
SFW/NSFW OK!
threadfics/AO3 publishing OK!
no rush! please allow 2-6+ weeks for each fic, depending on the current queue and my schedule
a rough outline will be given for approval before the writing process starts
✦ pricing
USD 1.75/100 words for original plot
USD 1.6/100 words for existing plot bunnies (luckae and thomato)
payment can be made through kofi. 100% payment upfront or 50% upfront installment are both OK!
there will be no additional charge shall the finished fic exceed the agreed-upon word limit
50% refund is accepted prior to approval of rough outline; otherwise, no refund is accepted
✦ will write✦ won't write
angstomegaverse/domsubverse*
alternate universe/realitypregnancy & related tropes*
PWP/smut (dubcon OK)extreme kinks (scat, etc.)
mob contentnoncon between main ship
character deathshota/lolicon
*with exceptions (please ask) 

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